1/30/11

Peace Is the Given


Many of us are seeking a feeling of bliss, peace, oneness, or joy.
We want that feeling to be constant, and when that happens, it means we are enlightened.

But this is not at all the message being pointed to.
THIS is not a feeling at all.
Feelings arise like everything else. They move, change, come and stay for awhile, then move, change, and seemingly disappear.

What we ARE is not a feeling. What we ARE does not come, go, or change.
If we are waiting for a permanent feeling to overtake us, we could be waiting a lifetime.

The "peace that passeth understanding" is not a feeling. It is the way we describe, very poorly with words, the perfume of Beingness. It is how Beingness is described through the filter of a "me" and "mind." It's the closest we can get, using language.

The supreme "okayness" of THIS is not a feeling which comes or goes. It remains, always. Roiling emotions or calm feelings appear on/in the background of pure peace. This deep contentment, allowing, compassion, bliss - whatever word we want to use - is the ground upon which everything appears, from which everything is "made."

What we think we feel is simply Isness is-ing. And we say that Isness feels like peace, but it is beyond feeling, before feeling, before even the concept of "Isness," "peace," or "feeling."

What This is, is a deep, deep okayness, limitless compassion and acceptance, a profound inner "yes" to what is. This is not a feeling. Any feeling can appear in This, and This Peace remains, unaltered. Same with experiences, "spiritual" or otherwise. Words will always fail, but they seem to come forth nonetheless!

Chasing a feeling is an activity that may seem to be happening, and there is nothing wrong with it, but a simple feeling is not really what is being searched for, is it? THIS is much more than that. So subtle that it seems to hide behind dramatic emotions, thoughts and experiences. And it IS those things, as well. But not only.

Every feeling arises in and as This. The peace (okayness) that we are is the given. The feelings that arise are the variables.

We don't "feel" peaceful all the time.
But we ARE the peace beyond the mind's idea, which doesn't come or go.
Always here and now. No matter the feelings or experiences arising.



4 comments:

Esther Teule said...

Hello Mary,
Thank you for your words, exactly the ones needed..
Thanks!
love, Esther

Mary said...

Hi Esther,
I'm so glad you visited, and thank you for your comment! :-)

Love,
Mary

Maury Lee said...

Yes, and Yes, and Yes! Well written, captures the knowing as good as words can do.

Where's the book? I thought it would be out by now?

Oh, I'm so sorry, you don't have much to do with whether it happens or not, do you. (:-)

Mary said...

Hi Maury,
Exactly ! ;-)
Thank you for your comment!

Love,
Mary